My Chronic Pain and Scoliosis Story
As early as the age of ten, I began to suffer from chronic back pain which escalated in severity into my teen years. Simultaneously, I was suffering from scoliosis and traumatic medical intervention for it. At the age of fourteen, I was subjected to a full spinal fusion to “correct” the curvature of my spine, a procedure I now recognize as draconian and abusive. While my scoliosis was “cured”, I continued to suffer with extreme chronic back pain as well as other forms of chronic pain, peaking during my college experience. I was driven by the sheer level of suffering I was experiencing to find an alternative path of healing.
My spine before spinal fusion
To find true healing, I had to dive deep into my subconscious and uncover the array of traumatic imprints and unconscious beliefs that were fueling the chronic pain circuitry. From my experiences, I learned something profound: All experiences of dis-ease, regardless of type or severity, have an energetic and emotional origin. “Genetics” of disease is simply the observation of what codes have been turned ON or OFF via the instructions we are giving our body through our subconscious mind. Scoliosis is not a mere genetic happenstance. And scoliosis was never the source of my pain. Physical abnormalities are not the cause of chronic pain, whether it is arthritis, degenerative discs, or some other diagnostic label. This is why pain is rarely treated effectively with surgical interventions. We are not treating the problem at the root.
My spinal fusion + hardware I lived with for 10 years
My journey eventually led me to the conclusion that the metal implants in my spine were also in and of themselves a source of suffering. I received the clear message from my inner being that I must have the implants removed, so I did. I underwent surgery again, having my full incision reopened and the hardware removed from my spine, despite the medical system warning against that choice. In many ways, I believe my physical healing began on the day the implants were removed! Despite the intense pain of the surgical wound, I awoke in high spirits, and an internal sense of freedom that can’t be described with words. I had become normalized to the feeling of foreign materials in my body, and I felt the purity of my own energy for the first time in a decade. I believe that these surgical implants are not only failing to treat the true problem, but they are also dark technologies designed to disrupt the human energy body. I am still in an ongoing process of healing, but I can tell you that my body has never felt better! Interestingly, too, my spine and posture is MORE aligned after having the implants removed!
Post hardware removal!
The medical system has sold humanity many lies about our health and healing. I’m here to assist those struggling with any form of dis-ease or pain to discover TRUE HEALING! You do not need surgeries or pharmaceuticals to heal. You are fully capable of healing yourself from the inside out and activating a version of yourself who exists in total, vibrant health.
My health integration sessions are designed to help you do just that! I will help you identify the root cause of whatever dis-ease you may be experiencing, heal the underlying patterns, and offer intuitive holistic advice to support your body through healing. This could be a dis-ease you’ve received a formal diagnosis for, or anything you’re experiencing relative to your body that is lowering your quality of life. To be clear, I do not offer blanket advice to forgo medical treatment. I encourage everyone to do what feels aligned for them, and I can assist you in discovering what an authentic path to healing looks like for you personally!